God brought us together, so that He can heal us through each other Psalm 147:3.
I know the past is taunting us now... like a shadow. I failed the temptation test... I let my own evil desire enticed me just like James wrote. I should have known better... Book of James was the very first book I bible studied on. I crossed the line and looked at the past without permission... I feel terrible about it.
Thank you my lovely little sister, she gave me a booster shot. She reminded me the very first bible verse that I learned about... 1 John 4:7-19. That was from the movie Fearless that I watched in Jan 20, 2007, the first time I stepped foot into my church.
"There is no fear in perfect love / 完全的愛，是沒有懼怕的。"
Ever since I watched the movie title Fireproof, I had a whole complete different understand of 1 John 4:19. It is my second most favorite verse, other than my life verse. I can very much so see the me-in-the-past in Caleb. The salvation scene was absolutely beautiful and IMHO -the best- part of the movie.
So I guess now other than everyone's common pick of 1 Corinthians 13, I will have to always remind myself so I can gather my strength from God's teaching, in 1 John 4:7-19 also.
I asked for God's sign ever since my departure. How friends & family were so happy and supportive about us... How Sunday sermon reminded me, that I have to walk His path to do the right thing... How Kar-Yee & Mervyns wedding showed me relationship will work out if it's in His plan. How Flora now boost me up with God's word... all and all... maybe I was just too deep in it that got blind sighted.
I really like this quote "信心的考驗, 只有神的話語才能安慰人心, 有禱告就有力, 才能克服". And when I think about 交託, then I will almost always remember this Agnes's song.
